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a spectacle for sure
an embarrassment endured for far too long now
unknown like purple clouds against nighttime skies
too hard to see through its own disguise
it's there that this feeling exists
reminding our partial tool
that it hates itself for being deep any time it feels deep

she, he, them, it, you, me, us, we
replace, ignore, transcend
deplore the meaning of every other word said now or before
each one a figure treated as crown
just the defining ground, outline of clown
running struck by gravity of his own thoughts

and now fall endless and nameless
through tracks hidden from consumers
like balls of hard tissue
fueled by what's inside of you
growing
riddled with the disease we deem life

and now define an extension of meaning outdated
as soon as it blazes relevant to topics at hand
messages transmitted quicker than fingers in sockets
and even faster than that they're lost through time
at the immense cost of communicating thought
again lost, lost again

attachment at every turn
a fire that burns on private energy
leached from the young
still unstung by wasps of the region
who teach truth as it is not

just a rotting resemblance of respect
to whatever never gave a fuck about whatevers outside

an image vintage in now
a paradox in knee high socks
always more real in fact
than you think yourself, than I think mine
so that we are the facade
divided within and without, among and against
cracking between links of being and thinking
of acting and observing

again sitting here hating myself
for thinking that I am real when I FEEL real
still clueless
don't know what's the deal

I'm left proof reading every sentence
so that no consequence is left simple
like writing rough drafts
I wanna peel off my face
destroy my mask show you who I am but can't

every effort I feel gets me closer to the truth
is just an obstacle propelling me further away from who?

my philosophy haunts me constantly

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from Nexus, released October 11, 2011

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idXed Missoula, montana

Acoustichaos Forest Punk vs. Psychegrind Doomind

idXed // Idea Defined is a solo project based solely out of mind. Taking influence from trips to dreams, grind to trip hop, from poetry to paintings and noise to ambiance its aim is to be as free of form as it is strange in style. ... more

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